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June 26th, 2005

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June 13th, 2005

11:02 am Man... Emotions suck... I know its wrong, but man...so so right... -DON Current Mood: confused Current Music: some emo song...

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May 28th, 2005

12:00 am Man...i wish i had more friends...i wish i was more social... With the exception of Amanda, and, occasionally, the soccer team...i have no friends or anyone to hang out with. I miss the old days...i wish we could all be the way we used to be...connected on a level few could know. Talking to Tim the other night, i could tell he feels the same. He seems just as lonely as i am. I have Javan still, but he is always working, and when he isnt i am, or we are playing soccer. I hang out with the Carrillo's sometimes too, but its not like it used to be. I felt like back in the die they would throw down for me if needed, but now they don't care. Raj isnt in town...i think i miss him the most. Him and Helen. What the fuck happened? It makes me almost want to cry. I hate getting older and moving apart. Please, someone turn back the time... -DON Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: silence...yet again

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May 27th, 2005

10:19 pm Where has time gone... -DON Current Mood: confused Current Music: something

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May 25th, 2005

05:47 pm Things are coming around...making themselves right...and whatnot... I've missed my college friends...it feels good to see them... And remember...i aint no holla-back girl... -DON Current Mood: chipper Current Music: silence

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May 10th, 2005

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May 4th, 2005

05:43 pm Things are so adult now. I don't think i'm going to be using this a whole lot anymore...just too busy... Things have changed...for the good...because nothing will change...know what i mean? No turning back... -DON Current Mood: giddy Current Music: Daddy Yankee - "Gasolina"

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March 30th, 2005

12:55 pm I remember those words from my past...it seems so long ago...like a lifetime ago... "Maybe when you grow up...maybe sometime in the future..." This is me, all grown-up, saying...no... I'm exactly where i want to be, with the people i want to be with... -DON Current Mood: content Current Music: The Starting Line - "Leaving"

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March 28th, 2005

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March 22nd, 2005

09:07 pm So...where to begin? Hmm... Basically this has been the most fucked up weekend ever. To be blunt and up-front about it. My parents are getting a divorce. I havent seen my mom in like 5 days... I'm pretty fucked up over it, but thanks to Amanda and Javan, as well as others, i'm doing ok. Its crazy that it effects me as much as it does, even though i'm as old as i am. Looks like age doesnt matter. So the story is...My mom has decided to leave my dad because she found someone new, and feels that since she is successfull now, she doesnt need him. I'm pretty pissed off at her about it, and bitter about the whole situation. They were married for 21 years...together for 25... It sucks to see how dead my dad is inside. This was a complete suprise for the both of us. It hurts... So...this is...in a nutshell...why i might seem distant for a while...sorry for being selfish... -DON Current Mood: thoughtful Current Music: Some ambient Celtic music...

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March 14th, 2005

03:47 pm ask me 3 questions. any 3, no matter how personal, dirty, private, or random. i have to answer them honestly. in turn, you must can, if you're so inclined, post this message in your own journal and answer the questions that are asked to you. Life is going pretty damn good. Pretty damn great... -DON Current Mood: happy Current Music: Yellowcard - "Inside Out"

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March 10th, 2005

01:13 am The one thing i have always wanted...i got it... -DON Current Mood: scared Current Music: silence

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March 8th, 2005

10:35 pm Wow...so this is what its like. Complete...completely complete. Wow. Where did this come from? -DON Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: Lifehouse - "Take me away"

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March 7th, 2005

11:36 am A legit breath of fresh clean air. Its about time. The weather is so perfect... -DON Current Mood: chipper Current Music: Starting Line - "This Ride"

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March 6th, 2005

04:08 pm Today is perfect. Absolutely perfect... The sun isnt the only thing shinning today... -DON Current Mood: ecstatic Current Music: Pitbull - "Culo"

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01:20 am Fuck...this night turned out shitty... -DON Current Mood: grumpy Current Music: Pitbull - "Dammit Man"

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March 3rd, 2005

11:04 pm You know, I remember when i was truly happy. Like all around happy. It seems so damn far away now. Man...remember those summer nights at Rupa's dock just throwing rocks into the lake, counting the stars and thinking about what we were going to do that next day, even though we all knew exactly what we were doing. Kevin's, when everyone woke up, all day till we decided to go somewhere, And ending up either back at Kevin's or on Rupa's dock. Crazy how things change. I don't think life could get much better. Everyone is so grown now. So adult. What i wouldn't give for those days again. I think thats what heaven is...the happiest time in your life. Eternal Summer. Like i'll be old and die, and it will be like i woke up to my cell phone going off, with Raj being on the other end. "Izzle. Come get me." -DON Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: Thrice - "Silhouette"

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06:17 pm Its just a dream. I know better, but yet, i continue to dream. It almost makes me laugh with how foolish it is... -DON Current Mood: drained Current Music: Dashboard Confessional - "Morning Calls"

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12:52 am What the fuck is wrong with me? Why am i so damn emotional? I need to just stop that shit. I'm not why that made me so pissed off, but it did. Maybe i'm just so lonely that any failed attempt seems like the end of the world for me... Dammit... -DON Current Mood: crushed Current Music: HopesFall - "Icarus"

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March 2nd, 2005

10:15 pm Nevermind...false call...i thought wrong...my bad...dammit -DON Current Mood: pissed off

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